64. Smoothed out Gently
Yearning for Jiba, Tokichi Izumita (nicknamed Kumakichi) returned one day and found Oyasama smoothing out small pieces of crumpled paper on Her knee. Oyasama said to him:
“These crumpled pieces, if smoothed out gently like this, become neat and can be used again. Nothing is useless.”
Receiving this instruction, Izumita cheerfully went back to Osaka to continue his work of saving others even more earnestly.
However, it was hard to save others and spread the teachings. Accordingly, whenever his confidence was shaken, he poured water over himself to encourage himself on to further efforts. At midnight, during the coldest season of the year, he would immerse himself in the Yodo River for as long as two hours, and climbing up on the bank, he would dry himself in the wind, as he thought drying with a towel would spoil the effect. It was not so cold in the water, but the blowing north wind would severely and coldly sting his wet body. However, he patiently continued these cold water ablutions for about thirty nights. He would also remain all night in the water holding onto a post of the Tenjin Bridge before walking about to save sick people, as he was once told that he must first torture himself.
One day he returned to Jiba and was received by Oyasama, who said to him:
“Kumakichi, on this path you must not torture yourself.”
Hearing these words filled with parental love, Izumita was able to fully understand the preciousness of the human body, a thing borrowed from God the Parent.
Anecdotes of Oyasama, p. 56